L.'s Journal

Since my last entry, I got my dresses from Kris. They're amazing. I love them so so much.  I'll try to take some pictures for you Erica :D haha
I've been a busy little bee making my handmade purses, bags, creatures, etc. And some jewellery. Mum and I went up to the Sydney Trade Show last weekend, and i picked up a whole heap of new beads and jewellery making supplies.  Tonight I made a few bracelets, earrings and necklaces - which are up for sale on my myspace.com/marielladesigns
A made a cute bow range, which is great for formals! Which are coming up in the next month or so for all you school goers.

My hairs grown a little bit, I have gotten used to it now, but seeing as I am doing hair extensions for girls in the shoalhaven, I should have some in my hair! So next week, I will have longish hair again - getting them layered this time so they aren't the one length. I WILL post pics once I get it done.

xoxo

kris is buying me $280 worth of amazing summer dresses. We may have our fights, and we may hate each other a lot but he knows the way to my heart and how to make up for all the bad things. The dresses are amazing, so nice for summer. I love him so much for this! <3

Yes, I'm an organ donar (I decided when I went for my license). I ticked everything except my eyes and my skin.
On a different note, my wanker of a father told me my haircut makes me look like a boy and that i need to put my hair extensions back. So, all day I have been utterly depressed and cursing my haircut. There may be 5 minutes out of 24hrs that I think "hey, it looks cute" and the rest of the time if I catch my reflection, I sigh and walk away. It's not that I hate the haircut, it's nice. I more hate the dicky, uneven short fringe she gave me. And I am a very impatient person, I want it to grow, grow, grow, now, now, now! But, there are 20 days until I have to go anywhere important, so until then, I'll be sitting in my room, drinking tea and hiding under my blankets with a beanie on my head <3

Bella (my sausage dog) constantly hurts my feelings. She's a very stubborn, very rude dog at times. When I sit with her on the lounge, she gets up almost immediately and goes and sits with my father and looks at me the entire time as if to say 'am i hurting your feelings mum, look! look! i'm sitting with someone else, haha'. It isn't nice. When you talk to her, she raises one eyebrow and makes you look like a fool. If you ask her for a kiss on the cheek she won't do it and then when mum comes over she gives mum so many kisses it's ridiculous.

Yes, I have had my feelings hurt by an anaimal many times - just goes to prove, my life revolves too much around my little sausage dog. haha.

On a happier note! I got my hair cut! They cut my fringe a tad too short for my liking, but my fringe grows quickly, so it wont be long until it's back to how i like it. photos tomorrow. xxox

Thinking of cutting my hair short (taking out extensions/keeping my fringe straight).

With a straight fringe, probably a bit longer then chin length. I like the concave look (a bit longer a the sides/front then the back). but not sure. I am scared I guess, that i might look like a boy or hate it. But then again, If I hate it, I can always put my extensions back in (Y).

Opinions?

They suck! My head hurts so bad and I have taken panadol, it just needs to work faster! My new phone (i ordered myself a nokia n97 - preeetttttty) should arrive tomorrow or the next day, so excited for that.

Sasha and Karma attacked a kangaroo this afternoon. I was appalled. They are locked outside tonight in the cold, I'm not even letting them on the verandah. Karma copped a huge gouge in the her chest from the kangaroos claws - I'm not a total bitch, i cleaned it all up and am taking her to the vet tomorrow when I take Sasha to be desexed. But they deserve their punishment. The kangaroo wasn't harmed very badly, I got there in time to get them away. It took the poor little thing all day to get over it and hop away though...

Annnyways, my head is killing me and the dog making high pitched crying noises at mum because she wants some of her cuppa, isn't helping. Seriously, this dog is a tea addict! Everytime the jug boils, the dog gets all highly strung and starts following whomever boiled the jug around. Once she sees the tea cup, it's goodbye silence. She whimpers and whines and if you don't save her a bit in the bottom of the cup, she will shoot you dirty looks for the rest of the night. ha.

Oh, and Happy Birthday David, the big 20.

are up for sale on myspace.com/marielladesigns

:)

Yesterday was my birthday. It was a nice quite one, which was enjoyable.
teeaandcitylights.blogspot.com has a more detailed post as i am short on tiiiime, sorry lj.

myspace.com/marielladesigns
marielladesigns.blogspot.com


take a look at my hand made jewellery and sample pics up of dachshund shirts.

twitter.com/lkmazzuoli
facebook.com/lkmazzuoli
teaandcitylights.blogspot.com
myspace.com/littlemissloserface

:D those are all my links <3 haha

Oh, I haven't updated in a long time, I am currently so in love with toomanytights! The tights are so adorable, oh if only I could afford to buy them all. I have just started my tshirt designs! So excited and so happy! Everything is coming together nicely, shopping and opshopping tomorrow for some vintage finds and the final bits and pieces to D.I.Y the tee's.  They will all be up for sale in the coming months, in different sizes, but everything is limited.

The designs will include;
Hand-made Studded shirts and singlets
Hand-made jewellery and badges
Hand-made patch tee's
Hand-made Bow tee's
Twilight tee's for the release of New Moon
Chain tee's
Sausage Dog patterned tee's.

I am lost. I am not myself. I don't know what's wrong with me, but this needs to stop. Or be resolved. Why are you so distant?

We live on a mountain
Right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like:
Car parts, bottles and cutler
Or whatever I find lying around?
It's become a habit
A way
To start the day?
I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

It's early morning
No one is awake
I'm back at my cliff
Still throwing things off
I listen to the sounds they make
On their way down
I follow with my eyes 'til they crash
Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks

When it lands
Will my eyes
Be closed or open?

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

My first few days and nights in Brisbane have been full of bus hopping, kisses on the cheek, hugs, and laughter. And then the more intimate things, like tingling kisses and nights spent awake with a loved one, talking and laughing and being close. I must say, I am happy where I am right now. Even though there are things I would want to change, I am happy. I love being surrounded by people who love me, by people who make me laugh and smile until my face starts to hurt. I love being told how good I look, or how desirable I am. It's always nice to hear such things, after such a long time without it. On the sixth, I caught the bus up to the sunshine coast to see my lovely Cindy. We spent a few hours shopping, talking, laughing and just catching up. I have never taken notice of just how much I depend on her friendship to get me through the rough times, the blue times and even the most happiest of times. I don't think many people realise just how amazing Cynthia Griffen actually is. Deep down, there is the most sweetest, most caring friend, and I don't think many of you take the time to get to know her. Most of you judge her, and that's a blow to you, not to her. I had the best day catching up with her and laughing; It felt like a friendship should feel.

Wednesday, I am seeing Danni and Amelia, Thursday, Tornii.

I love where I am right now.
xoxox

We have a home phone, but usually i use my mobile. Some days I use the home phone, spesh to call work and ring up to book things or pay over the phone, its more reliable then my mobile, just so it doesn't cut out half way through :)


Brisbane tomorrow !! :D

I still haven't packet my suitcase, and I only have tomorrow left! I have all accessories and toiletries packed and ready, but outfits - that's the hard part. I always fear, when ever I am packing to stay over someones house, or travel, that I will leave something I need behind. So, I often over-pack, or fret so much about actually packing that I end up packing multiples. But tomorrow everything will come together and I will be ready to jet off to Brisbane for a few weeks holidays.

I realised that I posted the wrong link a few entries ago for my new blog. I made a wordpress account but hated it, so i changed to blogger. My new blog is

teaandcitylights.blogspot.com
Also, in a few weeks I am working on creating my own tshirt line with some artworks of my own,
marielladesigns.blogspot.com


:) xoxo

in five days, and i'm not even organised! I need to get my suitcase out and clean it and pack it. I need to find all the essentials and go shopping for some toiletries. I need to organise dates to see everyone. I need to do so much in such little time. And most of all I will miss my dearest little sausage dog to bits :( But, I get to see Kris and Danni and her gorgeous baby Amelia-Ruby, and hopefully I will get to see Gianni and cindy and jaime and jess and abbey and all the girls! :)

On a different note, New stock has arrived for myspace.com/thingamabobsonline
and some vintage clothing is up for sale on myspace.com/marielladesigns
so please take a look if you have the time :)

Gotta go and start packing, eeeeeee!

I will do this in point form as i don't have too much time to write and post this;

- my brother got discharged from hospital two days ago, he's recovering, which is good good news
- teaandcitylights.blogspot.com
- thingamabobsclothing.blogspot.com
- even though i made a new blog, i will still be updating my livejournal
- i want to find myself a nice boyfriend
- i am in serious need of some winter tops to wear over tights and the amazing one i finally found was too big even in xs, damn my tiny frame!
- the nights have become colder, it's noticeable, thank gosh for my sausage dog acting as my heater
- i'm seeing zac next wednesday to do some shopping
- brisbane june 2-12 to see Danni and Amelia, staying with Kris
- excited about my birthday in july
- even more excited about all the pretty clothes kris is getting me (yes i picked them out and gave him a list, hahaha)
- we're getting closer :)
- dying my hair red on the weekend, so excited
- a friend i thought was a true friend betrayed me and is sending threats to ruin my life everytime we fight, which is so low
- i really want to get a black leather jacket for winter <3

I'll update you soon LJ, love love xxox

Hold your own, know your name, go your own way.

I’m really into mini dresses as of late.  I absolutely love mini dresses over tights for the colder months. And a good pair of cute ankle boots. Which reminds me, I really should go shopping for a pair next time I have the chance. I am really looking forward to doing some shopping while I am in Brisbane later this month. However, I do love Sydney’s shopping (and I am one of those people who think Sydney shopping is better than Brisbane shopping) but I just need a change of scenery. I also want to duck up to the mall one day when I am doing a hospital visit, really want to pick up some deep red hair dye to mix in with my chocolate brown (to make a nice warm autumn glow).  

I cannot comprehend how fast time goes sometimes. This morning I went onto Facebook to check any messages/comments regarding my brother and Danni had on her status that her beautiful daughter Amelia-Ruby turns 5months old today. I can’t believe time has gone so quickly. It seems like only weeks ago that I was talking to Danni about her pregnancy and that I bet she can’t wait to give birth and hold her little girl in her arms. And now she’s been holding her in her arms for five whole months! I can’t wait to see them both later this month.

Dave (my brother) went into surgery this morning.  Mum called at 3pm and he was still in there. From what I’ve heard, it’s a fairly complicated surgery. It’s not just a shoulder reconstruction, they actually have to go in and piece his shoulder back together, make him a new one from what they have. At first they wanted to put in a plastic shoulder head, but no one wanted to do that because he is only 21 and with a plastic shoulder head he wouldn’t have full use of his shoulder/arm again. So, once mum calls and tells us how the surgery went, I will have some more information to update with.

I will leave you with a lovely photography by William Wegman to end this post.

*Note; Mum called, Daves surgery was complicated but they fixed his shoulder, he lost 1.5ltres of blood and it took over five hours to do, he seemed really happy and relieved when I talked to him on the phone :)